its so tiring.
to get everyone as bonded as possible.
its taking a toll on me.
EVEN THOUGH ITS THE SECOND DAY ONLY.

whats more.
now a few other problems surfaced.
am i part of you all?
do you guys leave me out because of my age?
or is it because some1 asked you all to leave me out?\
i dont wanna guess anymore.




i thought poly would be enriching.
i thought poly would be another opportunity to make things right.
now im doubting my decision.




thanks to XY and Lionel.
for talking to me.
for making me feel that little bit better.




just that little bit better.