plaza sing starbucks the location
tonnes of thoughts surfacing.
guess i'll share them before it fades into oblivion


love.
it has been shaped/transformed.
once based on trust/character/faith
is now based upon money/looks/stature

where does that leave people like me?


love.
makes the world go round?
no.
MONEY makes the world go round.


some people tell me.
forget about past hurts
i say to them
i did.
just that i build a wall around my heart.
as a result of those MOTHER FUCKING PAIN.


1Cor 13:13 - And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.
parental love perhaps.
spiritual love perhaps.
LOVE FROM A GIRL?
NO FUCKING WAY.


so many FUCKING TIMES
a girl will tell me
"why didnt you confess to me earlier"
in my mind i would conjure
"WHY DIDNT YOU FUCKING WAIT."



i guess.
its time to move.